Its a miserable week!!! Really, I'm really upset for what happened this week. Of course its about my work @ office. Why? Rasa macam serba tak kena. Buat itu salah, buat ini silap. At the end, aku nekad...
Bonus? Yes, its a bonus week. Tapi, most of us rasa not satisfied at all with the point given. Kerja bagai nak mampus, at the end, this is what we get? Ada a few yang cuba sabar-sabarkan, "just imagine, kalau kita dapat banyak nie, you think how much the security guards dapat?" Sayu nya...
Even aku boleh dikira still 'bertuah' with the point given to me, tapi rasa memang tak berbaloi langsung. not even 1 month. all the hardworks rasa macam... really, i dont know how to express it.
As usual, a day after the bonus, banyaklah staff yang tender their resignation letter. one of them is my immediate Head. I'm quite close to him and rasa upset tu memang ada. We had a short meeting on Friday regarding some admin matters yang sengaja diperbesarkan by some admin people. I dont understand why... They are the one who create the rules and they can simply change it when they think they are tired of it... Its not fair for us. We are handling more than 500 students and its only 4 of us. the same goes to the other department.
As usual, my reaction memang very obvious bila aku tak agree and tak suka with all the non-sense. We all memang rasa serba-salah with the stupid options that have been given to us. Dengan muka panjang 14 inci, we keluar meeting dengan hati yang berbuku-buku.... Tak sampai 5 minit, i received a sms from my immediate Head. It sound like this:
"NOT SURE IF U KNOW - I HV RESIGNED. KEEP TO YOURSELF"
To be sincere, aku memang tergamam. We have spoken about it last few weeks but tak sangka it happen too early. Sayu jugak rasanya sebab dengan dia aje yang aku boleh bercerita and trust.
And dengan apa yang jadi, menguatkan lagi nekad aku. Insyaallah....
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